your light shines entirely different than mine
im bathed in self loathing
theres vomit on clothing
im sure your mom will have to wash.
your sun sets the opposite direction of west
these buildings are sighing
these walls are all tired
this city never seems to rest.
and im just as indignant as i am this arrogant
i fuck myself over whenever my tongue slips
but im not insane
im not insane
or maybe its just a lapse of my mind i guess that
it happens so often its all my times consumed with
im not insane
im not insane
well its all just the same my aspiration my apprehensions
always kept me away from all those things i wish i did
but thats ok
im still afraid
im sorry im so self indulged this narcissist inside my skull
condemns my care for others and my gratitude and love for you
i know thats no way
to convince you to stay
and singing about neurosis never once made this shit go away
if anything it comes back stronger like a once dull sharpened blade
reminds me of only
being so lonely
well i cant take criticism well or authority ill be in hell
someday ill sing to a devils sonnet with a runny nose and holes in my pockets
all filled
with reluctance in some form of bill
your mood lulls your current of pushes and pulls
youre retired from feeling
hesitant of breathing
you watch as i self destruct.
and we both knew id never find myself in beauty
and my anxiety wont justify my apathy
cause im so insane
im so insane
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